1 00:00:03,503 --> 00:00:05,672 Being ordained a priest is for life... 2 00:00:05,672 --> 00:00:10,594 ♪ 3 00:00:10,594 --> 00:00:14,598 ...with all its joys and with all its struggles. 4 00:00:14,598 --> 00:00:16,183 You're trying to become a better person, 5 00:00:16,183 --> 00:00:18,936 you're trying to be formed in a way. 6 00:00:18,936 --> 00:00:20,979 ♪ 7 00:00:20,979 --> 00:00:24,024 That's kind of where the room for grace comes in, 8 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:25,192 because you have nothing left 9 00:00:25,192 --> 00:00:26,902 and then there's room for God. 10 00:00:26,902 --> 00:00:29,321 ♪ 11 00:00:29,321 --> 00:00:32,115 You strive for greatness, you strive for perfection. 12 00:00:32,115 --> 00:00:34,034 It takes discipline, it takes perseverance, 13 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:35,285 it takes teamwork. 14 00:00:35,285 --> 00:00:38,372 ♪ 15 00:00:38,372 --> 00:00:41,041 It means being broken, it means giving up things. 16 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:43,168 But in every choice in life, when you choose something 17 00:00:43,168 --> 00:00:45,295 you give up something else. 18 00:00:45,295 --> 00:00:48,590 How can someone give their life to such a thing? 19 00:00:48,590 --> 00:00:51,134 You have hope as a seminarian that God 20 00:00:51,134 --> 00:00:53,762 is using your life for good and for something greater. 21 00:00:53,762 --> 00:00:55,389 ♪ 22 00:00:55,389 --> 00:00:57,975 I'll have realizations of like, 23 00:00:57,975 --> 00:00:59,268 "What am I doing here?" 24 00:00:59,268 --> 00:01:01,937 (laughing) 25 00:01:01,937 --> 00:01:11,154 ♪ 26 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:13,657 (horn honking) 27 00:01:13,657 --> 00:01:16,368 ♪ 28 00:01:16,368 --> 00:01:17,619 (bell dinging) 29 00:01:17,619 --> 00:01:19,454 ♪ 30 00:01:19,454 --> 00:01:21,957 (indistinct) 31 00:01:21,957 --> 00:01:24,584 Gimme five. 32 00:01:24,584 --> 00:01:26,295 Margarita. 33 00:01:26,295 --> 00:01:29,423 (speaking Italian) 34 00:01:29,423 --> 00:01:32,009 ♪ 35 00:01:32,009 --> 00:01:34,886 Oh, mi amore. 36 00:01:34,886 --> 00:01:37,306 (clicking) 37 00:01:59,286 --> 00:02:01,413 Okay, coffee? 38 00:02:01,413 --> 00:02:03,540 Coffee, coffee, coffee. 39 00:02:05,959 --> 00:02:07,252 Hmm. 40 00:02:07,252 --> 00:02:08,669 Very good. 41 00:02:08,669 --> 00:02:10,589 ♪ 42 00:02:10,589 --> 00:02:13,592 Beyond the Vatican walls, there is a soccer championship 43 00:02:13,592 --> 00:02:15,719 like no other in the world. 44 00:02:15,719 --> 00:02:19,556 (speaking Italian) 45 00:02:19,556 --> 00:02:23,393 Clericus Cup is a world cup for priests studying in Rome. 46 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:25,645 You have to be either a seminarian or a deacon 47 00:02:25,645 --> 00:02:28,398 or a priest or a bishop. 48 00:02:28,398 --> 00:02:31,026 We get to play soccer in the shadow of St. Peter's. 49 00:02:31,026 --> 00:02:33,945 Two different, opposing, roaring crowds. 50 00:02:33,945 --> 00:02:36,073 ♪ 51 00:02:58,345 --> 00:03:01,139 So you have this international group of people, 52 00:03:01,139 --> 00:03:03,392 different colleges playing one another. 53 00:03:03,392 --> 00:03:06,728 Sometimes the colleges are based out of a nation, 54 00:03:06,728 --> 00:03:08,313 sometimes the colleges are based out of 55 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:10,065 like a religious community. 56 00:03:10,065 --> 00:03:13,026 Somebody once compared it to the Quidditch World Cup 57 00:03:13,026 --> 00:03:14,820 if you're a Harry Potter fan. 58 00:03:14,820 --> 00:03:16,696 It's a beautiful thing that we're able to be a part of 59 00:03:16,696 --> 00:03:19,324 'cause it really brings our various communities together. 60 00:03:19,324 --> 00:03:20,867 We go to school together, 61 00:03:20,867 --> 00:03:22,702 you know, we'll pray together at times, 62 00:03:22,702 --> 00:03:25,079 and you really get to know the other players 63 00:03:25,079 --> 00:03:26,456 on a different level. 64 00:03:26,456 --> 00:03:27,332 We're all from different countries. 65 00:03:29,918 --> 00:03:31,753 Portugal and Senegal. 66 00:03:37,384 --> 00:03:38,510 And it's a way of keeping, you know-- 67 00:03:38,510 --> 00:03:42,055 playing, it helps mental sanity. 68 00:03:42,055 --> 00:03:43,765 (laughing) 69 00:03:43,765 --> 00:03:47,227 What brings us together is faith and our love of the game. 70 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:50,439 ♪ 71 00:03:50,439 --> 00:03:52,441 This is the Clericus Cup. 72 00:03:52,441 --> 00:03:54,526 Only one team will win. 73 00:03:54,526 --> 00:03:55,610 Who? 74 00:03:55,610 --> 00:03:57,571 Only God can knows it. 75 00:03:57,571 --> 00:04:03,535 ♪ 76 00:04:03,535 --> 00:04:05,871 (indistinct announcements) 77 00:04:05,871 --> 00:04:08,373 (speaking foreign language) 78 00:04:08,373 --> 00:04:13,044 ♪ 79 00:04:13,044 --> 00:04:15,547 (screaming) 80 00:04:15,547 --> 00:04:25,223 ♪ 81 00:04:25,223 --> 00:04:28,643 The whole story behind Clericus Cup was due to a situation 82 00:04:28,643 --> 00:04:30,645 in the Italian football league. 83 00:04:30,645 --> 00:04:32,397 In one of those matches, 84 00:04:32,397 --> 00:04:34,316 it was down south in Catania, 85 00:04:34,316 --> 00:04:38,612 there was a policeman and he was killed. 86 00:04:38,612 --> 00:04:41,907 It was just like a shocking moment to everyone. 87 00:04:41,907 --> 00:04:44,534 Fans clubs here are pretty strong 88 00:04:44,534 --> 00:04:46,995 and some of them are extreme. 89 00:04:46,995 --> 00:04:49,915 The church had a word to say. 90 00:04:49,915 --> 00:04:53,168 (speaking Italian) 91 00:04:53,168 --> 00:04:54,628 It's possible to play 92 00:04:54,628 --> 00:04:56,296 a different type of soccer, you know? 93 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:58,089 Not a violent soccer but a soccer 94 00:04:58,089 --> 00:04:59,883 where everybody's involved, 95 00:04:59,883 --> 00:05:02,469 not as enemies but as an adversary 96 00:05:02,469 --> 00:05:04,095 where at the end of the match, you know, 97 00:05:04,095 --> 00:05:06,640 we all mix together, we hug together, 98 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:10,477 we pray together, we embrace and nothing has happened. 99 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:14,439 As seminarians, as priests, we have the same mission 100 00:05:14,439 --> 00:05:18,109 which is to spread the word of Christ in humanity. 101 00:05:26,076 --> 00:05:28,787 ♪ 102 00:05:37,045 --> 00:05:46,972 ♪ 103 00:05:49,516 --> 00:05:54,479 The moment you're ordained a priest, that's it. 104 00:05:54,479 --> 00:05:58,483 It's been this process of accepting that future. 105 00:05:58,483 --> 00:06:00,318 We're about to have another rebirth, 106 00:06:00,318 --> 00:06:02,571 you know, a renaissance. 107 00:06:02,571 --> 00:06:04,447 Recognizing that when you give yourself in love, 108 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:06,157 there's a death that happens. 109 00:06:06,157 --> 00:06:08,159 To sacrifice for the greater good. 110 00:06:08,159 --> 00:06:12,038 Giving your life to something and trying to do good with it. 111 00:06:12,038 --> 00:06:14,874 The fact somebody jumps into something and says, you know, 112 00:06:14,874 --> 00:06:17,586 "I'm giving everything," it can be a shock. 113 00:06:17,586 --> 00:06:19,129 You know, "Will I be happy and joyful?" 114 00:06:19,129 --> 00:06:21,172 may be a hurdle that you have to get over. 115 00:06:21,172 --> 00:06:23,967 It's a really big responsibility. 116 00:06:23,967 --> 00:06:26,261 Yeah, we have to prepare ourselves for that. 117 00:06:26,261 --> 00:06:29,139 We have to prepare ourselves, 118 00:06:29,139 --> 00:06:31,016 yeah, to deal with that. 119 00:06:31,016 --> 00:06:40,942 ♪ 120 00:06:45,947 --> 00:06:51,494 ♪ Hosanna in the highest ♪ 121 00:06:57,082 --> 00:07:00,378 A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. 122 00:07:00,378 --> 00:07:02,672 Glory to You, Oh Lord. 123 00:07:02,672 --> 00:07:05,008 And people will come from the East and the West 124 00:07:05,008 --> 00:07:07,010 and from the North and the South, 125 00:07:07,010 --> 00:07:11,222 and will recline at the table in the Kingdom of God. 126 00:07:11,222 --> 00:07:16,186 For behold, some are last who will be first 127 00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:19,731 and some are first who will be last. 128 00:07:21,191 --> 00:07:23,568 The Gospel of the Lord. 129 00:07:23,568 --> 00:07:26,404 Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ. 130 00:07:26,404 --> 00:07:28,615 I hope you have a wonderful day today and a good week, 131 00:07:28,615 --> 00:07:30,659 and always know my prayers for you. 132 00:07:30,659 --> 00:07:32,952 -The Lord be with you. -And with your spirit. 133 00:07:32,952 --> 00:07:34,454 May Almighty God bless you, 134 00:07:34,454 --> 00:07:36,956 the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 135 00:07:36,956 --> 00:07:38,541 -Amen. -Go forth in peace, 136 00:07:38,541 --> 00:07:40,210 our mass has ended. 137 00:07:40,210 --> 00:07:50,136 ♪ 138 00:07:51,846 --> 00:07:53,264 My name is Grayson Heenan. 139 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:54,891 I'm 28 years old. 140 00:07:54,891 --> 00:07:57,227 In less than a year, I'll be ordained a priest 141 00:07:57,227 --> 00:07:58,436 to come back here and serve 142 00:07:58,436 --> 00:08:00,271 in the Archdiocese of Detroit. 143 00:08:00,271 --> 00:08:04,234 ♪ 144 00:08:04,234 --> 00:08:07,320 Ever since I was a young kid, maybe eight or nine years old, 145 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:10,156 I had a special sense that God was calling me to be a priest. 146 00:08:10,156 --> 00:08:11,991 Why do we celebrate Easter? 147 00:08:11,991 --> 00:08:14,994 'Cause Jesus rose from the dead. 148 00:08:14,994 --> 00:08:17,580 -That's right. -And it's his birthday. 149 00:08:17,580 --> 00:08:18,707 -Yeah. -No. 150 00:08:18,707 --> 00:08:21,000 -That's Christmas. -Oh. 151 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:23,002 There were doubts about, could I be happy as a priest? 152 00:08:23,002 --> 00:08:24,754 Could I be joyful? 153 00:08:24,754 --> 00:08:26,923 It was really in my junior and senior year of college 154 00:08:26,923 --> 00:08:29,300 that I started having that conversation directly 155 00:08:29,300 --> 00:08:30,885 with God in prayer, 156 00:08:30,885 --> 00:08:32,804 asking God what He wanted out of my future. 157 00:08:32,804 --> 00:08:34,847 Initially, my parents and my family 158 00:08:34,847 --> 00:08:36,683 did not take well to the decision. 159 00:08:36,683 --> 00:08:39,059 Over the years, my family has come to really support me. 160 00:08:39,059 --> 00:08:40,352 A huge thing for them in their life 161 00:08:40,352 --> 00:08:42,772 is them seeing me playing soccer 162 00:08:42,772 --> 00:08:44,899 and just really enjoying myself. 163 00:08:44,899 --> 00:08:46,484 For them, it's been a real comfort 164 00:08:46,484 --> 00:08:48,403 and at least the start of a sign that, 165 00:08:48,403 --> 00:08:51,031 "Okay, Grayson can really be happy in this life, 166 00:08:51,031 --> 00:08:52,574 in his future." 167 00:08:52,574 --> 00:08:54,701 The North American College in Rome, 168 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:56,327 actually when I arrived there, 169 00:08:56,327 --> 00:08:58,955 they had a really established program already 170 00:08:58,955 --> 00:09:00,457 playing in the Clericus Cup, 171 00:09:00,457 --> 00:09:02,417 historically, a really successful team. 172 00:09:02,417 --> 00:09:05,086 Difficult aspect of that is the last three years, 173 00:09:05,086 --> 00:09:07,839 they've gotten knocked out in either group play or finals. 174 00:09:07,839 --> 00:09:11,593 So we're hoping to kind of march our way on back to the top. 175 00:09:11,593 --> 00:09:19,601 ♪ 176 00:09:19,601 --> 00:09:21,186 My name is Deacon Mike Zimmerman. 177 00:09:21,186 --> 00:09:23,188 I'm a seminarian studying to become a priest 178 00:09:23,188 --> 00:09:25,523 for the Archdiocese of Boston. 179 00:09:25,523 --> 00:09:27,233 I live at the North American College 180 00:09:27,233 --> 00:09:28,818 so I play for the Martyrs. 181 00:09:28,818 --> 00:09:31,780 And this year, I'm playing as a stopper. 182 00:09:31,780 --> 00:09:32,947 I was brought up Catholic. 183 00:09:32,947 --> 00:09:35,575 My mom's of Irish-Polish descent 184 00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:37,327 going back a few generations. 185 00:09:37,327 --> 00:09:39,496 Originally, I was studying chemistry. 186 00:09:39,496 --> 00:09:43,124 I was going to become a high school teacher, was my plan, 187 00:09:43,124 --> 00:09:45,084 and any kind of big change like that 188 00:09:45,084 --> 00:09:46,878 I guess people are surprised, especially when 189 00:09:46,878 --> 00:09:50,048 it's something as radical as becoming a priest. 190 00:09:50,048 --> 00:09:52,842 Explaining to people that I was going to become a priest, 191 00:09:52,842 --> 00:09:55,678 that was probably a bigger surprise for people. 192 00:09:55,678 --> 00:09:57,847 Not so much that I was becoming a priest, 193 00:09:57,847 --> 00:10:00,517 but that anybody would become a priest. 194 00:10:03,144 --> 00:10:05,146 ♪ 195 00:10:14,948 --> 00:10:16,991 (indistinct chatter) 196 00:10:21,663 --> 00:10:24,082 (speaking native language) 197 00:10:29,504 --> 00:10:32,340 (laughing) 198 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:34,634 ♪ 199 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:03,746 (laughing) 200 00:11:03,746 --> 00:11:05,874 ♪ 201 00:11:09,085 --> 00:11:11,504 (indistinct conversations) 202 00:11:26,728 --> 00:11:33,860 ♪ 203 00:11:33,860 --> 00:11:36,362 My name is Duarte. 204 00:11:36,362 --> 00:11:37,780 Well, it's a long name. 205 00:11:37,780 --> 00:11:39,866 It's Duarte Nestor Rodrigues de Paiva Rosado 206 00:11:39,866 --> 00:11:42,785 'cause we have a lot of names and I'm from Portugal. 207 00:11:42,785 --> 00:11:45,872 ♪ 208 00:11:45,872 --> 00:11:48,333 Soccer is the main sport in Portugal. 209 00:11:48,333 --> 00:11:52,587 It's the only big sport in Portugal, I guess. 210 00:11:52,587 --> 00:11:56,841 This is the fourth year that I played in the Clericus Cup. 211 00:11:56,841 --> 00:11:58,551 I'm 31. 212 00:11:58,551 --> 00:12:02,472 I joined the Society of Jesus to become a priest. 213 00:12:02,472 --> 00:12:04,641 Gathered a group of friends and we made a band, 214 00:12:04,641 --> 00:12:07,185 'cause we started to do some concerts, 215 00:12:07,185 --> 00:12:10,605 and then YouTube appeared and that video has a lot of views. 216 00:12:10,605 --> 00:12:12,941 I mean, I'm not famous. 217 00:12:12,941 --> 00:12:15,568 So when I joined the society, that was it. 218 00:12:15,568 --> 00:12:18,321 My family was Catholic, I went to Catholic schools. 219 00:12:18,321 --> 00:12:21,824 I wasn't that serious about it. 220 00:12:21,824 --> 00:12:24,452 ♪ 221 00:12:24,452 --> 00:12:26,871 Maybe faith and church 222 00:12:26,871 --> 00:12:29,749 could have a bigger part in my life. 223 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:32,126 I honestly asked God, 224 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:34,754 "What do You want me to do?" 225 00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:36,464 And the answer was this. 226 00:12:36,464 --> 00:12:38,424 ♪ 227 00:12:38,424 --> 00:12:41,219 I didn't see a light, I didn't hear a voice. 228 00:12:41,219 --> 00:12:42,887 Thinking about being a priest? 229 00:12:42,887 --> 00:12:44,222 No thanks. 230 00:12:44,222 --> 00:12:46,516 I wanted to get married and have kids 231 00:12:46,516 --> 00:12:48,101 and have a normal life. 232 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:50,979 ♪ 233 00:12:50,979 --> 00:12:54,148 Finding what you will do for the rest of your life, 234 00:12:54,148 --> 00:12:55,984 it's not easy. 235 00:12:55,984 --> 00:12:57,568 You're not a boy anymore. 236 00:12:57,568 --> 00:12:58,778 You become an adult. 237 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,321 That's what it is. 238 00:13:00,321 --> 00:13:04,033 ♪ 239 00:13:04,033 --> 00:13:06,452 (indistinct conversations) 240 00:13:11,082 --> 00:13:12,875 For Grayson to stay at my house, 241 00:13:12,875 --> 00:13:15,003 I had to actually set him up with Jesus 242 00:13:15,003 --> 00:13:17,046 'cause we had a chapel in the house 243 00:13:17,046 --> 00:13:19,716 and it had a pull-out couch that would turn into a bed. 244 00:13:19,716 --> 00:13:21,926 So Grayson slept with Jesus that night, 245 00:13:21,926 --> 00:13:25,096 so I think he came out better for it 246 00:13:25,096 --> 00:13:26,681 and holier for it. 247 00:13:26,681 --> 00:13:28,057 We'll see. 248 00:13:28,057 --> 00:13:29,142 I heard that Grayson played soccer 249 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:30,893 and I heard that he's very good. 250 00:13:30,893 --> 00:13:32,979 I hope sleeping with Jesus makes him a better soccer player. 251 00:13:32,979 --> 00:13:35,398 (laughing) 252 00:13:35,398 --> 00:13:40,445 I want to thank you all very sincerely for coming. 253 00:13:40,445 --> 00:13:43,322 Your presence is a wonderful witness 254 00:13:43,322 --> 00:13:45,408 that honors God 255 00:13:45,408 --> 00:13:48,161 and His call to Grayson 256 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:51,664 for a lifetime of service. 257 00:13:51,664 --> 00:13:55,084 And I'm sure I can count on you all 258 00:13:55,084 --> 00:13:57,879 in the future for many prayers 259 00:13:57,879 --> 00:14:01,674 that Grayson will be able to fulfill that mission. 260 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:04,052 (distant crashing) 261 00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:06,637 (laughing) 262 00:14:06,637 --> 00:14:09,057 (applause) 263 00:14:13,144 --> 00:14:15,146 This week is my last week in the States 264 00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:16,522 before going back to Rome 265 00:14:16,522 --> 00:14:18,357 to finish my last year of seminary 266 00:14:18,357 --> 00:14:20,735 and hopefully have another go at the Clericus Cup. 267 00:14:20,735 --> 00:14:22,445 ♪ 268 00:14:22,445 --> 00:14:24,947 (opera singing) 269 00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:33,122 ♪ 270 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:34,624 (horn honking) 271 00:15:05,446 --> 00:15:15,373 ♪ 272 00:15:34,725 --> 00:15:37,228 (applause) 273 00:15:37,228 --> 00:15:47,155 ♪ 274 00:15:52,410 --> 00:15:53,828 (bell ringing) 275 00:15:53,828 --> 00:16:01,377 ♪ 276 00:16:03,462 --> 00:16:05,173 Welcome to the Clericus Cup. 277 00:16:05,173 --> 00:16:06,424 Welcome in Rome. 278 00:16:06,424 --> 00:16:08,467 Let the games begin. 279 00:16:08,467 --> 00:16:18,394 ♪ 280 00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:22,398 One, two, three, Martyrs! 281 00:16:22,398 --> 00:16:24,901 (cheering) 282 00:16:24,901 --> 00:16:28,696 ♪ 283 00:16:28,696 --> 00:16:31,199 (indistinct cheering) 284 00:16:31,199 --> 00:16:38,080 ♪ 285 00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:40,583 (indistinct shouting) 286 00:16:40,583 --> 00:16:45,171 ♪ 287 00:16:49,759 --> 00:16:58,476 ♪ 288 00:16:58,476 --> 00:17:00,978 (cheering) 289 00:17:00,978 --> 00:17:05,441 North American College beats the Spanish College, 3-0. 290 00:17:05,441 --> 00:17:07,193 (chanting) 291 00:17:07,193 --> 00:17:09,362 (cheering) 292 00:17:09,362 --> 00:17:17,036 ♪ 293 00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:21,665 Gregorian University win, 5-3. 294 00:17:21,665 --> 00:17:24,167 (cheering) 295 00:17:24,167 --> 00:17:29,548 ♪ 296 00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:35,054 Urban College beats French College, 8-0. 297 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:37,557 (indistinct shouting) 298 00:17:37,557 --> 00:17:45,481 ♪ 299 00:17:45,481 --> 00:17:49,860 Mater Ecclesiae beats Mexican College, 3-1. 300 00:17:49,860 --> 00:17:52,655 ♪ 301 00:17:52,655 --> 00:17:55,157 (cheering) 302 00:17:55,157 --> 00:18:02,498 ♪ 303 00:18:03,791 --> 00:18:07,461 (indistinct chatter) 304 00:18:07,461 --> 00:18:09,964 (speaking Italian) 305 00:18:09,964 --> 00:18:19,890 ♪ 306 00:18:24,478 --> 00:18:26,981 (clapping) 307 00:18:26,981 --> 00:18:29,108 ♪ 308 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:30,651 I have under my care 309 00:18:30,651 --> 00:18:34,780 the formation of 111 seminarians. 310 00:18:34,780 --> 00:18:37,074 I have the responsibility of making sure 311 00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:41,287 that these brothers become good holy priests. 312 00:18:41,287 --> 00:18:43,664 And I'm responsible for that final word 313 00:18:43,664 --> 00:18:46,584 in front of the Church and in front of God. 314 00:18:46,584 --> 00:18:49,670 Welcome to the Pontifical International College 315 00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:51,130 Maria Mater Ecclesiae. 316 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,424 I'm Father Oscar Turrion from Spain 317 00:18:53,424 --> 00:18:56,594 and I'm director here. 318 00:18:56,594 --> 00:18:59,889 The word in Latin "seminar" means "seed." 319 00:18:59,889 --> 00:19:02,641 Vocation to the priesthood is like a seed. 320 00:19:02,641 --> 00:19:07,396 God puts a seed on you and the seminary is the place 321 00:19:07,396 --> 00:19:10,733 where that seed, that semina, grows. 322 00:19:10,733 --> 00:19:13,944 You want to be a priest inasmuch as you are following 323 00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:15,196 the call of Christ. 324 00:19:15,196 --> 00:19:16,822 If there's no call, 325 00:19:16,822 --> 00:19:18,199 there's no following. 326 00:19:18,199 --> 00:19:19,825 If there's no seed, 327 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:21,369 there's no plant growing. 328 00:19:21,369 --> 00:19:24,747 Christ is the role model for all priests. 329 00:19:24,747 --> 00:19:27,124 The more you speak, you think, 330 00:19:27,124 --> 00:19:29,668 you love, you act like Christ, 331 00:19:29,668 --> 00:19:32,338 the better priest you are. 332 00:19:32,338 --> 00:19:35,049 The most powerful thing a priest can do 333 00:19:35,049 --> 00:19:38,427 is to put God's grace on every man, every woman 334 00:19:38,427 --> 00:19:40,638 on the face of this Earth. 335 00:19:40,638 --> 00:19:50,648 ♪ 336 00:19:50,648 --> 00:19:54,110 A priest without roots is a dangerous thing. 337 00:19:54,110 --> 00:19:55,820 That's why I live in poverty, 338 00:19:55,820 --> 00:19:58,280 that's why I live in chastity and obedience. 339 00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:01,742 And I feel great knowing, understanding, 340 00:20:01,742 --> 00:20:05,204 and believing that there's something after this life 341 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:08,332 which I call eternity, which I call God, 342 00:20:08,332 --> 00:20:10,626 and that God I serve, 343 00:20:10,626 --> 00:20:13,504 and I want to make it to Him. 344 00:20:13,504 --> 00:20:16,048 Hey, let's say grace and we'll start, 345 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:18,759 because the focaccia's going to get cold. 346 00:20:18,759 --> 00:20:20,302 Bless us, Oh Lord, and these Thy gifts 347 00:20:20,302 --> 00:20:22,805 which are the bounty we are going to receive. 348 00:20:22,805 --> 00:20:25,724 Lord, bless our families, wherever they are, 349 00:20:25,724 --> 00:20:27,643 that they may receive Your blessing 350 00:20:27,643 --> 00:20:30,980 and so that You may lead us on the road to salvation, 351 00:20:30,980 --> 00:20:33,441 on the road to happiness, on the road to Heaven. 352 00:20:33,441 --> 00:20:37,319 Through Christ our Lord, Amen. 353 00:20:37,319 --> 00:20:39,363 Enjoy your meal, everyone. 354 00:20:39,363 --> 00:20:40,906 Thank you, Father. 355 00:20:40,906 --> 00:20:44,285 ♪ 356 00:20:44,285 --> 00:20:47,037 I think the hardest thing nowadays for being a priest 357 00:20:47,037 --> 00:20:48,789 is dealing with the world 358 00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:51,542 and all the good pressures that the world gives you. 359 00:20:51,542 --> 00:20:53,919 Bruschetta, good. 360 00:20:53,919 --> 00:20:58,757 ♪ 361 00:20:58,757 --> 00:21:01,677 Being a priest is not just a job, it's a vocation. 362 00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:03,929 It's something that comes from your heart 363 00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:06,557 and you don't know if it's you speaking or God speaking. 364 00:21:06,557 --> 00:21:10,728 So you are always living with some type of uncertainty. 365 00:21:10,728 --> 00:21:12,521 -Calamari? -Calamari. 366 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:14,190 -Calamari. -For you. 367 00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:16,066 Yeah. 368 00:21:16,066 --> 00:21:18,986 It's difficult because you're always thinking, 369 00:21:18,986 --> 00:21:22,239 "What if, what if? 370 00:21:22,239 --> 00:21:24,241 What if something happens to me? 371 00:21:24,241 --> 00:21:29,246 I get old and maybe nobody can take care of me." 372 00:21:29,246 --> 00:21:31,332 I would love to be with my family. 373 00:21:31,332 --> 00:21:33,250 I would love to be with a family. 374 00:21:33,250 --> 00:21:35,544 I would love to have money. 375 00:21:35,544 --> 00:21:37,338 I would love to have, you know, 376 00:21:37,338 --> 00:21:40,883 like the security of knowing that if something happens, 377 00:21:40,883 --> 00:21:42,510 I have a house which is mine. 378 00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:43,969 I have a car which is mine. 379 00:21:43,969 --> 00:21:45,888 I have a nice bank account. 380 00:21:45,888 --> 00:21:49,016 And being a priest is forgetting about that 381 00:21:49,016 --> 00:21:52,645 and putting all your trust in God. 382 00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:55,147 We're not talking about an angel. 383 00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:57,983 We are not talking about a saint. 384 00:21:57,983 --> 00:22:00,569 We are talking about a man 385 00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:03,739 who can very easily get involved with a woman, 386 00:22:03,739 --> 00:22:06,742 a man who can very easily lose his mind 387 00:22:06,742 --> 00:22:10,829 onto other things which are not that important. 388 00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:14,708 God doesn't want us to be sad priests. 389 00:22:14,708 --> 00:22:17,711 God doesn't want us to be a failure priest. 390 00:22:17,711 --> 00:22:19,588 He wants happy priests. 391 00:22:19,588 --> 00:22:21,131 If you're not going to be a happy priest, 392 00:22:21,131 --> 00:22:22,716 then be a happy man. 393 00:22:22,716 --> 00:22:25,261 -Cheers. -Cheers, cheers. 394 00:22:25,261 --> 00:22:29,098 -Cheers for you and the family. -Yes. 395 00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:31,600 (indistinct chatter) 396 00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:35,354 ♪ 397 00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:37,773 (bell tolling) 398 00:22:41,902 --> 00:22:44,321 (alarm beeping) 399 00:22:46,532 --> 00:22:49,493 The day in a life of a seminarian starts early. 400 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:51,912 ♪ 401 00:22:51,912 --> 00:22:55,583 Mass and morning prayer at 6:15, 402 00:22:55,583 --> 00:22:58,002 followed by breakfast, 403 00:22:58,002 --> 00:23:01,255 and then we go on with our day. 404 00:23:01,255 --> 00:23:02,965 Classes start at 8:30. 405 00:23:02,965 --> 00:23:05,843 They take a lot of classes with a lot of reading, 406 00:23:05,843 --> 00:23:07,219 a lot of time in lecture. 407 00:23:07,219 --> 00:23:09,096 Philosophy, theology. 408 00:23:09,096 --> 00:23:10,681 Hebrew, Greek, 409 00:23:10,681 --> 00:23:13,434 the eschatology of the Book of Wisdom. 410 00:23:13,434 --> 00:23:16,937 Studying in Rome is a lot like going to an American college. 411 00:23:16,937 --> 00:23:18,856 To become a deacon and to become a priest, 412 00:23:18,856 --> 00:23:21,066 there's a minimum theology degree that you'd have to get. 413 00:23:21,066 --> 00:23:23,110 Yeah, it's about three to four years. 414 00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:25,904 And you have really no grades throughout the whole semester 415 00:23:25,904 --> 00:23:28,032 until a final oral examination 416 00:23:28,032 --> 00:23:29,783 which lasts 10 to 15 minutes. 417 00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:32,369 (bell ringing) 418 00:23:32,369 --> 00:23:35,122 Yeah, if a priest is late for class, 419 00:23:35,122 --> 00:23:36,874 yeah, there's a little bit of an embarrassing moment 420 00:23:36,874 --> 00:23:38,500 right there in the beginning, 421 00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:41,462 but usually the professors are pretty merciful. 422 00:23:41,462 --> 00:23:43,172 Usually in class all morning. 423 00:23:43,172 --> 00:23:45,591 Then you come back and you have a community meal at 1:15. 424 00:23:45,591 --> 00:23:48,552 Then in the afternoon, they might spend time studying, 425 00:23:48,552 --> 00:23:50,638 they might spend time exercising. 426 00:23:50,638 --> 00:23:51,889 Of course they love sports. 427 00:23:51,889 --> 00:23:53,766 They play soccer, obviously. 428 00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,392 Evening, again, we come back together 429 00:23:55,392 --> 00:23:57,603 for another prayer, evening prayer. 430 00:23:57,603 --> 00:23:59,146 And then after that, we have dinner 431 00:23:59,146 --> 00:24:00,898 and then usually guys are in bed 432 00:24:00,898 --> 00:24:02,608 hopefully by about 10 o'clock. 433 00:24:02,608 --> 00:24:05,653 ♪ 434 00:24:05,653 --> 00:24:07,112 (bell ringing) 435 00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:09,573 I think it's a midnight curfew. 436 00:24:09,573 --> 00:24:11,700 After four years, you don't know yet? 437 00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:13,577 No, I never, I never pushed-- 438 00:24:13,577 --> 00:24:16,246 -The curfew on week nights-- -I never flirt with that line. 439 00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:18,582 Of course, Grayson. 440 00:24:18,582 --> 00:24:21,794 We have cards, we can, you know, get ourselves in, 441 00:24:21,794 --> 00:24:26,423 but those cards reveal your identity. 442 00:24:26,423 --> 00:24:29,635 So they can look up if you have come in late. 443 00:24:29,635 --> 00:24:33,263 First year here, you definitely feel like you're a freshman. 444 00:24:33,263 --> 00:24:37,267 It's a mix of college slash summer camp slash Harry Potter. 445 00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:39,228 -Slash military. -Slash military. 446 00:24:39,228 --> 00:24:41,480 Boot camp. 447 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,400 One of the biggest misconceptions about priests 448 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:48,237 is maybe not recognizing that they're human beings. 449 00:24:48,237 --> 00:24:51,156 Then we're surprised when, you know, maybe they're not as holy 450 00:24:51,156 --> 00:24:53,659 as we hoped they'd be. 451 00:24:53,659 --> 00:24:56,245 I'm very much the same person, 452 00:24:56,245 --> 00:24:58,914 and I would say in a way I've become more of myself. 453 00:24:58,914 --> 00:25:00,290 You know, I've discovered who I am 454 00:25:00,290 --> 00:25:04,086 and who God is inviting me to be. 455 00:25:04,086 --> 00:25:06,714 Those kinds of moments of, "How did I get here?" 456 00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:08,507 or, "How am I going to be in charge 457 00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:09,842 of such an important thing?" is like, 458 00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,260 they're actually letting me get ordained. 459 00:25:11,260 --> 00:25:12,761 You know, that's kind of the thought of like, 460 00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:14,388 "They're letting me get ordained, that's crazy." 461 00:25:14,388 --> 00:25:17,391 Yes, you know, my time in seminary is ending in a way, 462 00:25:17,391 --> 00:25:21,103 but it's kind of like-- that's still with me, 463 00:25:21,103 --> 00:25:22,730 it's not over in a sense. 464 00:25:22,730 --> 00:25:24,732 Like, this preparing for the priesthood 465 00:25:24,732 --> 00:25:26,984 and being formed as a priest actually really 466 00:25:26,984 --> 00:25:29,069 is just beginning after I become a priest. 467 00:25:29,069 --> 00:25:32,448 So all this preparation, it kind of--it gets taken up 468 00:25:32,448 --> 00:25:34,575 and continued in an even greater way in the future. 469 00:25:34,575 --> 00:25:36,452 I don't know if being ordained a priest 470 00:25:36,452 --> 00:25:37,870 is necessarily the end of my youth. 471 00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:39,747 I'll still be 28. 472 00:25:39,747 --> 00:25:41,582 Under 30, so I think a lot of people 473 00:25:41,582 --> 00:25:43,375 will consider me pretty young, yeah. 474 00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:47,546 Um, and--you know, I think with God, 475 00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:49,923 things are perpetually new, they're always new. 476 00:25:49,923 --> 00:25:54,261 I guess I'm more of the mindset that youth is an attitude 477 00:25:54,261 --> 00:25:56,597 and so being able to encounter things with excitement 478 00:25:56,597 --> 00:26:00,684 and joy throughout my life is something I hope to do. 479 00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:10,068 ♪ 480 00:26:10,068 --> 00:26:12,154 What I would say to those seminarians 481 00:26:12,154 --> 00:26:15,282 who are still in the process of becoming priests, 482 00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:17,159 it's not to be afraid. 483 00:26:17,159 --> 00:26:20,412 ♪ 484 00:26:20,412 --> 00:26:22,456 Because I can do it, 485 00:26:22,456 --> 00:26:24,041 because I must do it. 486 00:26:24,041 --> 00:26:25,834 That's why I'm a priest. 487 00:26:25,834 --> 00:26:28,587 ♪ 488 00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:30,464 You understand happiness as something 489 00:26:30,464 --> 00:26:34,218 that goes beyond fame, glory, or money. 490 00:26:34,218 --> 00:26:44,144 ♪ 491 00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:46,897 You go beyond. 492 00:26:46,897 --> 00:26:49,107 You don't stay on this earth. 493 00:26:49,107 --> 00:26:59,034 ♪ 494 00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:06,250 I believe in God because I look for happiness. 495 00:27:06,250 --> 00:27:09,837 ♪ 496 00:27:09,837 --> 00:27:12,339 Happiness is not only for this world. 497 00:27:12,339 --> 00:27:13,882 It's forever. 498 00:27:13,882 --> 00:27:22,057 ♪ 499 00:27:22,057 --> 00:27:24,601 Lord, are the people who will enter Your Kingdom, 500 00:27:24,601 --> 00:27:26,395 are they few or are they many? 501 00:27:26,395 --> 00:27:30,440 ♪ 502 00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:31,900 It's an anxiety in the back of my head 503 00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:35,779 when I share with people what I'm getting into. 504 00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:39,324 What are people gonna think? 505 00:27:39,324 --> 00:27:41,118 The only press they've heard about the Catholic Church 506 00:27:41,118 --> 00:27:44,162 is negative and here I am doing this. 507 00:27:44,162 --> 00:27:45,914 I knew in a certain sense I would almost lose 508 00:27:45,914 --> 00:27:48,333 my freedom a little bit. 509 00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:52,421 The stakes are big in what am I gonna do for my life. 510 00:27:52,421 --> 00:27:57,009 You learn what it means to sacrifice for the greater good. 511 00:27:57,009 --> 00:28:00,262 There's an aspect of striving to our faith. 512 00:28:00,262 --> 00:28:02,264 It's been this process of coming 513 00:28:02,264 --> 00:28:04,683 to peacefully accepting that future. 514 00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:06,560 ♪ 515 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,270 Joyfully accepting it. 516 00:28:08,270 --> 00:28:14,943 ♪ 517 00:28:14,943 --> 00:28:17,696 So how'd it go last week? 518 00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:19,573 -It went well. -Good? 519 00:28:19,573 --> 00:28:23,410 Um, you should have everything memorized but if you don't, 520 00:28:23,410 --> 00:28:27,164 at least have the pages marked for yourself to help you out. 521 00:28:27,164 --> 00:28:28,498 Grayson will be the priest. 522 00:28:28,498 --> 00:28:30,375 So you're kind of immobile, 523 00:28:30,375 --> 00:28:33,879 you're a 73-year-old dying man. 524 00:28:33,879 --> 00:28:35,923 So you don't have to be in a fetal position, 525 00:28:35,923 --> 00:28:38,342 but you can kind of be curled up a little bit. 526 00:28:38,342 --> 00:28:40,761 -Hey, Father, welcome. -Father Grayson, how are you? 527 00:28:40,761 --> 00:28:42,471 Good to have you with us. 528 00:28:42,471 --> 00:28:45,098 Called you 'cause Trevor's not doing so well. 529 00:28:45,098 --> 00:28:46,892 -Okay. -And I don't know. 530 00:28:46,892 --> 00:28:51,229 Trevor, Father's here, so, he's gonna pray with you, okay? 531 00:28:51,229 --> 00:28:53,190 ♪ 532 00:28:53,190 --> 00:28:54,775 Trevor, you don't have to say anything 533 00:28:54,775 --> 00:28:57,653 but this is Father Grayson. 534 00:28:57,653 --> 00:29:00,572 Uh, the nurses here at the hospital 535 00:29:00,572 --> 00:29:04,034 were kind enough to call me, so-- 536 00:29:04,034 --> 00:29:06,244 I should go through the whole the rites? 537 00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:07,913 Whatever you want. 538 00:29:07,913 --> 00:29:11,291 In the name of God, the Almighty Father who created you, 539 00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:14,503 in the name of Jesus Christ, the son of the living God, 540 00:29:14,503 --> 00:29:18,423 who suffered for you in the name of the Holy Spirit. 541 00:29:18,423 --> 00:29:19,800 Very good, Trevor. 542 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:23,011 Anointing is over and done with. 543 00:29:23,011 --> 00:29:27,557 Be assured in my prayers, and, uh, 544 00:29:27,557 --> 00:29:31,395 put yourself in God's loving hands, okay? 545 00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:34,439 God bless you. 546 00:29:34,439 --> 00:29:35,941 All right. 547 00:29:35,941 --> 00:29:37,359 Good. 548 00:29:37,359 --> 00:29:39,319 It's very hard to kind of fake it. 549 00:29:39,319 --> 00:29:43,031 I think in a real situation, you'd be even warmer. 550 00:29:43,031 --> 00:29:46,827 Like, I think some of the patting was sort of like weird, 551 00:29:46,827 --> 00:29:49,454 but that's only 'cause it's not a real situation. 552 00:29:49,454 --> 00:29:52,874 I don't think you'd actually be patting the person. 553 00:29:52,874 --> 00:29:54,334 You had a priestly manner about you 554 00:29:54,334 --> 00:29:57,546 and I think if I was the patient, 555 00:29:57,546 --> 00:30:01,216 I would feel comforted by the whole anointing, so. 556 00:30:01,216 --> 00:30:05,262 Choice of rite, he could've gone through the full rites. 557 00:30:05,262 --> 00:30:07,431 -But what about-- -But in your condition-- 558 00:30:07,431 --> 00:30:10,475 What about the (indistinct) as well? 559 00:30:10,475 --> 00:30:12,227 -Like maybe-- -Yeah. 560 00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:13,979 Yeah. 561 00:30:13,979 --> 00:30:17,357 I'm not against your choice of the kind of abbreviated rite. 562 00:30:17,357 --> 00:30:19,109 Yeah, but I think that is the expectation, 563 00:30:19,109 --> 00:30:22,571 and again, I think it's written somewhere. 564 00:30:22,571 --> 00:30:24,406 Somewhere in the rite it says-- 565 00:30:24,406 --> 00:30:27,325 I feel like St. Paul quoting scripture. 566 00:30:27,325 --> 00:30:28,744 Somewhere in the rite it says... 567 00:30:28,744 --> 00:30:31,038 All right, scenario number two... 568 00:30:55,312 --> 00:30:57,814 (laughing) 569 00:30:57,814 --> 00:31:01,693 ♪ 570 00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:35,685 (indistinct remarks) 571 00:31:35,685 --> 00:31:37,604 This, you see? I do this. 572 00:31:37,604 --> 00:31:40,023 (indistinct remarks) 573 00:31:58,542 --> 00:32:00,293 Nice to meet you, ciao. 574 00:32:00,293 --> 00:32:03,922 (laughing) 575 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,382 We practice twice a week. 576 00:32:05,382 --> 00:32:07,384 We usually practice Monday, Thursday, 577 00:32:07,384 --> 00:32:08,844 warm up and stretch. 578 00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:10,679 Learning how each other plays, 579 00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:12,514 we're getting there. 580 00:32:12,514 --> 00:32:14,724 So you guys are getting more and more used to each other 581 00:32:14,724 --> 00:32:16,393 that the kind of soccer's improving 582 00:32:16,393 --> 00:32:17,561 and I think we should be proud of that. 583 00:32:17,561 --> 00:32:19,312 Let's play each game as it comes 584 00:32:19,312 --> 00:32:20,605 and let's be as hungry as we can. 585 00:32:20,605 --> 00:32:22,149 Each game, we're playing to win. 586 00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:23,650 We're playing to beat the Greg. 587 00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:25,193 That's what we're playing to do. 588 00:32:25,193 --> 00:32:26,611 If things go our way and we beat the Greg, 589 00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:29,030 we could very possibly continue on. 590 00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:31,449 (indistinct chatter) 591 00:32:33,034 --> 00:32:35,912 We have a good team, solid team. 592 00:32:35,912 --> 00:32:38,748 We don't have too many injured players, 593 00:32:38,748 --> 00:32:40,792 but if we have everyone 594 00:32:40,792 --> 00:32:42,836 we have a good chance of winning. 595 00:32:42,836 --> 00:32:51,011 ♪ 596 00:32:51,011 --> 00:32:52,470 It was the beginning of March 597 00:32:52,470 --> 00:32:54,556 when I noticed my knee was pretty sore. 598 00:32:54,556 --> 00:32:55,849 Kind of just like stiffened up, 599 00:32:55,849 --> 00:32:58,310 and going up and down stairs, 600 00:32:58,310 --> 00:33:01,938 sitting up and down was kind of painful. 601 00:33:01,938 --> 00:33:04,858 I finally bit the bullet and saw the doctor. 602 00:33:04,858 --> 00:33:07,402 ♪ 603 00:33:07,402 --> 00:33:08,945 The injury has been a little more serious 604 00:33:08,945 --> 00:33:10,322 than I ever thought. 605 00:33:10,322 --> 00:33:14,659 So, it's kind of sad, yeah. 606 00:33:14,659 --> 00:33:18,455 Um, yeah, so that was my last game and I, 607 00:33:18,455 --> 00:33:20,165 I didn't really know it. 608 00:33:20,165 --> 00:33:23,293 ♪ 609 00:33:23,293 --> 00:33:24,836 Captain Grayson currently injured. 610 00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:26,254 It's a lynchpin taken out. 611 00:33:26,254 --> 00:33:27,505 I mean, he brings a lot of stability 612 00:33:27,505 --> 00:33:29,174 to our defensive line, 613 00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:31,384 but he's contributing at least from the sideline. 614 00:33:31,384 --> 00:33:35,305 He's helping me with, you know, substitutions and strategy. 615 00:33:35,305 --> 00:33:38,141 I take his counsel very seriously, but you know, 616 00:33:38,141 --> 00:33:39,643 it was a sad moment for the team 617 00:33:39,643 --> 00:33:41,228 to lose such an important player. 618 00:33:41,228 --> 00:33:42,896 ♪ 619 00:33:42,896 --> 00:33:45,232 Ordination is like a big step in life, you know, 620 00:33:45,232 --> 00:33:48,360 and I can imagine possibly there's some anticipation 621 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:52,405 and anxiety going on of like-- of that coming up so soon 622 00:33:52,405 --> 00:33:55,283 and maybe that's, you know, taking an extra toll physically. 623 00:33:55,283 --> 00:33:56,660 Who knows, but... 624 00:33:56,660 --> 00:33:59,829 ♪ 625 00:33:59,829 --> 00:34:03,083 I wish I could be out there, really. 626 00:34:03,083 --> 00:34:07,337 Round two of the Clericus Cup quarter finals. 627 00:34:07,337 --> 00:34:17,264 ♪ 628 00:34:27,232 --> 00:34:29,734 (indistinct talking) 629 00:34:29,734 --> 00:34:34,739 ♪ 630 00:34:34,739 --> 00:34:37,324 Mater Ecclesiae! 631 00:34:37,324 --> 00:34:39,828 (crowd cheering) 632 00:34:39,828 --> 00:34:48,460 ♪ 633 00:34:48,460 --> 00:34:49,920 (crowd cheering) 634 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:51,755 Urban College beats 635 00:34:51,755 --> 00:34:54,967 Ukraine College, 6-0. 636 00:34:54,967 --> 00:34:58,513 ♪ 637 00:34:58,513 --> 00:35:01,016 (yelling in foreign language) 638 00:35:01,016 --> 00:35:05,979 ♪ 639 00:35:05,979 --> 00:35:10,275 Mater Ecclesiae beats Pio Latin American, 2-1. 640 00:35:10,275 --> 00:35:20,201 ♪ 641 00:35:25,623 --> 00:35:28,126 (singing in foreign language) 642 00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:34,549 ♪ 643 00:35:34,549 --> 00:35:36,968 (horn blowing) 644 00:35:38,511 --> 00:35:47,645 ♪ 645 00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:49,272 (indistinct yelling) 646 00:35:49,272 --> 00:35:55,904 ♪ 647 00:35:55,904 --> 00:35:58,073 (whistle blowing) 648 00:35:58,073 --> 00:36:00,867 Gregoriana University beats 649 00:36:00,867 --> 00:36:03,995 North American College, 2-0. 650 00:36:03,995 --> 00:36:08,333 ♪ 651 00:36:08,333 --> 00:36:11,920 And North American College is out! 652 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:13,963 ♪ 653 00:36:13,963 --> 00:36:17,300 (cheering) 654 00:36:17,300 --> 00:36:18,968 If we had kind of 655 00:36:18,968 --> 00:36:20,929 pulled things together and won the cup, 656 00:36:20,929 --> 00:36:23,181 Yeah, it would have been a kind of poetic finish. 657 00:36:23,181 --> 00:36:28,812 ♪ 658 00:36:28,812 --> 00:36:30,230 Fairy tales aside, 659 00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:31,898 it wasn't possible this year. 660 00:36:31,898 --> 00:36:35,110 ♪ 661 00:36:35,110 --> 00:36:36,694 With our season ending, 662 00:36:36,694 --> 00:36:39,155 with my life moving on to the next stage, 663 00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:42,409 I probably wouldn't be playing soccer anymore. 664 00:36:42,409 --> 00:36:43,827 Yeah, that's hard. 665 00:36:43,827 --> 00:36:47,205 ♪ 666 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:49,624 The sport comes to mean so much to you 667 00:36:49,624 --> 00:36:54,003 'cause of everything that happens around it as well. 668 00:36:54,003 --> 00:36:56,714 I didn't really have one moment where it all came flooding to me 669 00:36:56,714 --> 00:36:59,884 that that was it, goodbye, 670 00:36:59,884 --> 00:37:01,386 goodbye, soccer. 671 00:37:01,386 --> 00:37:05,140 ♪ 672 00:37:05,140 --> 00:37:07,058 Yeah, it was a surprise. 673 00:37:07,058 --> 00:37:10,687 ♪ 674 00:37:10,687 --> 00:37:13,398 In becoming a priest, you do give up things. 675 00:37:13,398 --> 00:37:18,069 Poverty, chastity, and obedience, 676 00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:19,737 it's a promise made to the church, 677 00:37:19,737 --> 00:37:22,115 made to the bishop, and directly to God. 678 00:37:22,115 --> 00:37:24,200 Really dedicated their life in a certain way 679 00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:26,035 that if they were to break those vows, 680 00:37:26,035 --> 00:37:28,496 it'd be an offense to God directly. 681 00:37:28,496 --> 00:37:31,374 ♪ 682 00:37:31,374 --> 00:37:32,917 There are three vows. 683 00:37:32,917 --> 00:37:36,004 The root is your relationship with Christ. 684 00:37:36,004 --> 00:37:40,300 In a way, that gives me joy, that gives me peace. 685 00:37:40,300 --> 00:37:42,177 There are some days which is 686 00:37:42,177 --> 00:37:44,846 easy to be grateful about what you have. 687 00:37:44,846 --> 00:37:48,975 Some other days, that's a bit harder. 688 00:37:48,975 --> 00:37:50,393 It's God's gift, you know, 689 00:37:50,393 --> 00:37:53,563 just take it, be grateful for that. 690 00:37:53,563 --> 00:37:56,649 I mean, it's what you have. 691 00:37:56,649 --> 00:37:58,776 This is what exists, you know, 692 00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:01,613 don't fancy about what you could have had, 693 00:38:01,613 --> 00:38:04,866 or what you could have done. 694 00:38:04,866 --> 00:38:07,744 It's just not real, you know. 695 00:38:07,744 --> 00:38:12,248 We kind of romanticize family life, 696 00:38:12,248 --> 00:38:14,959 but that's tough too. 697 00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:17,795 The sacrifice of marriage and family life, 698 00:38:17,795 --> 00:38:21,299 you could say, may be a hurdle that you have to get over. 699 00:38:21,299 --> 00:38:23,927 It's a lonely life, I guess, at the end. 700 00:38:23,927 --> 00:38:26,471 ♪ 701 00:38:26,471 --> 00:38:29,390 I'd say God's definitely given me a gift in recognizing 702 00:38:29,390 --> 00:38:32,060 that a relationship with Him in an exclusive way 703 00:38:32,060 --> 00:38:33,478 is what's meant for me. 704 00:38:33,478 --> 00:38:35,772 In this process called discernment, 705 00:38:35,772 --> 00:38:37,815 discerning what is God calling me to do, 706 00:38:37,815 --> 00:38:39,150 it was very confusing. 707 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:41,069 It's a pretty angsty, 708 00:38:41,069 --> 00:38:43,238 you know, it gets pretty intense at times like, 709 00:38:43,238 --> 00:38:45,365 "What am I supposed to do with my life?" 710 00:38:45,365 --> 00:38:48,034 All my fears, all my desires, all my concerns, 711 00:38:48,034 --> 00:38:50,662 they're met in this colony. 712 00:38:50,662 --> 00:38:53,122 ♪ 713 00:38:53,122 --> 00:38:55,041 I did have a girlfriend. 714 00:38:55,041 --> 00:38:57,835 We dated between sophomore year of high school 715 00:38:57,835 --> 00:38:59,712 to sophomore year of college, 716 00:38:59,712 --> 00:39:01,214 so it was a little over four years. 717 00:39:01,214 --> 00:39:04,842 So, she was pretty upset when I told her 718 00:39:04,842 --> 00:39:06,469 I was thinking of becoming a priest. 719 00:39:06,469 --> 00:39:08,012 And it was something I ran away from 720 00:39:08,012 --> 00:39:09,722 when I saw how upset she was, 721 00:39:09,722 --> 00:39:11,558 but it just kept coming back, 722 00:39:11,558 --> 00:39:12,934 and I was like, "All right, I gotta take this seriously. 723 00:39:12,934 --> 00:39:14,686 If I'm gonna be true with myself, 724 00:39:14,686 --> 00:39:16,854 I'm gonna be true with her." 725 00:39:16,854 --> 00:39:20,441 This desire for a relationship is so strong. 726 00:39:20,441 --> 00:39:23,945 I've realized that only God can fulfill that desire 727 00:39:23,945 --> 00:39:26,114 that I have within me, 728 00:39:26,114 --> 00:39:28,408 that He was someone I could go to with all these 729 00:39:28,408 --> 00:39:30,702 things that are inside. 730 00:39:30,702 --> 00:39:34,497 Even when I think about wandering from that path, 731 00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,499 there is no peace, there is-- 732 00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:40,169 it disappears in a way. 733 00:39:40,169 --> 00:39:42,338 I felt God calling me to give myself to Him 734 00:39:42,338 --> 00:39:45,216 in a way that I wouldn't be able to give myself to a wife 735 00:39:45,216 --> 00:39:46,884 in a way she would deserve. 736 00:39:46,884 --> 00:39:48,469 ♪ 737 00:39:48,469 --> 00:39:50,597 My former girlfriend is not married. 738 00:39:50,597 --> 00:39:53,349 Last I heard, she was dating somebody else. 739 00:39:53,349 --> 00:39:56,311 She said she wasn't able to come to my ordination. 740 00:39:56,311 --> 00:39:58,313 I didn't pry into reasons why, 741 00:39:58,313 --> 00:40:01,065 but she's not able to be there for one reason or another. 742 00:40:01,065 --> 00:40:04,819 It's faith, hope, and love that's the theological virtues 743 00:40:04,819 --> 00:40:06,029 that all come from God, 744 00:40:06,029 --> 00:40:08,781 and it's what make all this 745 00:40:08,781 --> 00:40:11,701 even possible or conceivable, anyway. 746 00:40:11,701 --> 00:40:19,375 ♪ 747 00:40:19,375 --> 00:40:21,878 (lock turning) 748 00:40:21,878 --> 00:40:27,300 ♪ 749 00:40:27,300 --> 00:40:29,802 (singing in foreign language) 750 00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:39,729 ♪ 751 00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:51,991 It's not normal that a young man now becomes a priest. 752 00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:55,411 It's not a normal thing. 753 00:40:55,411 --> 00:40:59,666 Culturally, it's almost the opposite, you know. 754 00:40:59,666 --> 00:41:02,335 Devoting your life 755 00:41:02,335 --> 00:41:05,546 on something for your entire life, 756 00:41:05,546 --> 00:41:07,215 and this way of life, 757 00:41:07,215 --> 00:41:10,259 living in chastity, and poverty, and obedience, 758 00:41:10,259 --> 00:41:15,098 wow, that's kind of a big gap between-- 759 00:41:15,098 --> 00:41:18,017 But, on the other hand, we can be here in the world, 760 00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:20,186 we don't have to escape, I mean, 761 00:41:20,186 --> 00:41:25,191 we don't have to run away from the world. 762 00:41:25,191 --> 00:41:27,402 But at the end, I feel free, you know, 763 00:41:27,402 --> 00:41:29,112 because you just want to correspond 764 00:41:29,112 --> 00:41:30,905 to something bigger than, 765 00:41:30,905 --> 00:41:34,951 correspond to this huge love that loves you, that's it. 766 00:41:34,951 --> 00:41:37,495 ♪ 767 00:41:37,495 --> 00:41:39,080 I mean, I think about 768 00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:41,332 I'd be happy if I would get married, 769 00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:43,167 if I would marry, you know. 770 00:41:43,167 --> 00:41:45,670 I'd be happy to, really happy. 771 00:41:45,670 --> 00:41:49,132 I would love getting married! 772 00:41:49,132 --> 00:41:51,300 Because, I mean, it's, 773 00:41:51,300 --> 00:41:53,428 it's even more natural than being a priest, 774 00:41:53,428 --> 00:41:56,681 but, I don't know. 775 00:41:56,681 --> 00:42:00,768 In some way, I could just leave it all behind 776 00:42:00,768 --> 00:42:05,189 and get married, yeah, yeah. 777 00:42:05,189 --> 00:42:06,733 Yeah, I could. 778 00:42:09,193 --> 00:42:12,780 Why don't--? 779 00:42:12,780 --> 00:42:14,240 Because this is my, 780 00:42:14,240 --> 00:42:16,409 this is my place, I don't know. 781 00:42:16,409 --> 00:42:20,872 ♪ 782 00:42:20,872 --> 00:42:25,168 I mean, this, this kind of an empty space that we have in us 783 00:42:25,168 --> 00:42:27,462 that will never-- nothing, 784 00:42:27,462 --> 00:42:30,047 nothing in this world can fill up that space, 785 00:42:30,047 --> 00:42:33,509 in the space that says 786 00:42:33,509 --> 00:42:35,928 marry, have kids. 787 00:42:35,928 --> 00:42:38,681 That's an empty space, 788 00:42:38,681 --> 00:42:40,516 and forever, and we just have to 789 00:42:40,516 --> 00:42:44,395 know how to deal with that 790 00:42:44,395 --> 00:42:45,646 'cause not even the community 791 00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:49,609 fills up that space, of course. 792 00:42:49,609 --> 00:42:51,277 Not even God, you know. 793 00:42:51,277 --> 00:42:54,363 In some sense, not even God fills up that space. 794 00:42:54,363 --> 00:42:57,742 We know just how to live with that. 795 00:42:57,742 --> 00:43:00,411 ♪ 796 00:43:00,411 --> 00:43:02,205 I mean, "What the hell am I doing here? 797 00:43:02,205 --> 00:43:03,623 Why, God? 798 00:43:03,623 --> 00:43:05,792 Why did you put me in this situation? 799 00:43:05,792 --> 00:43:08,377 I mean, I would be a great father. 800 00:43:08,377 --> 00:43:10,755 I'd be a great husband, why?" 801 00:43:10,755 --> 00:43:15,718 ♪ 802 00:43:15,718 --> 00:43:18,095 Yeah, I guess it happens, I mean-- 803 00:43:18,095 --> 00:43:21,933 ♪ 804 00:43:21,933 --> 00:43:24,435 (singing in foreign language) 805 00:43:24,435 --> 00:43:34,362 ♪ 806 00:43:36,197 --> 00:43:39,033 (clapping) 807 00:43:39,033 --> 00:43:48,960 ♪ 808 00:43:55,174 --> 00:43:57,677 (scooter whirring) 809 00:43:57,677 --> 00:44:01,138 ♪ 810 00:44:01,138 --> 00:44:04,934 Round three, semi-finals! 811 00:44:04,934 --> 00:44:07,395 Only four teams left in the championship: 812 00:44:07,395 --> 00:44:09,814 Mater Ecclesiae, Redemptoris Mater, 813 00:44:09,814 --> 00:44:12,400 Urban College, and Gregoriana. 814 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:15,319 Unforgettable! 815 00:44:15,319 --> 00:44:17,446 So normally when our college plays 816 00:44:17,446 --> 00:44:21,284 against Mater Ecclesiae, there is always tension! 817 00:44:21,284 --> 00:44:22,869 It's one match, and that's it. 818 00:44:22,869 --> 00:44:25,496 Either you continue, or you are gone. 819 00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:34,547 ♪ 820 00:44:34,547 --> 00:44:37,049 (indistinct chanting) 821 00:44:37,049 --> 00:44:39,594 ♪ 822 00:44:39,594 --> 00:44:42,096 (indistinct yelling) 823 00:44:42,096 --> 00:44:43,848 ♪ 824 00:44:43,848 --> 00:44:45,391 (cheering) 825 00:44:45,391 --> 00:44:49,353 Urban College beats Mater Ecclesiae, 3-1. 826 00:44:49,353 --> 00:44:51,856 (cheering) 827 00:44:51,856 --> 00:44:57,987 ♪ 828 00:44:57,987 --> 00:45:00,948 Let's go. 829 00:45:00,948 --> 00:45:04,952 Gregoriana plays against Redemptoris Mater. 830 00:45:04,952 --> 00:45:07,496 (indistinct yelling) 831 00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:11,042 ♪ 832 00:45:11,042 --> 00:45:13,461 (indistinct yelling) 833 00:45:14,921 --> 00:45:16,464 (whistle blowing) 834 00:45:16,464 --> 00:45:21,510 ♪ 835 00:45:21,510 --> 00:45:24,680 The blue card, somehow it's less than a yellow, 836 00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:26,182 but not quite a yellow, 837 00:45:26,182 --> 00:45:27,558 or maybe in-between a yellow and a red. 838 00:45:43,282 --> 00:45:44,909 I actually thought it was maybe a joke, 839 00:45:44,909 --> 00:45:46,661 but it apparently exists. 840 00:45:46,661 --> 00:45:49,080 It's a bit of, yeah, I guess, legendary status. 841 00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:50,790 (laughing) 842 00:45:50,790 --> 00:45:56,921 ♪ 843 00:45:56,921 --> 00:45:59,423 (crowd cheering) 844 00:45:59,423 --> 00:46:09,350 ♪ 845 00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:12,895 (crowd cheering) 846 00:46:12,895 --> 00:46:22,822 ♪ 847 00:46:24,740 --> 00:46:27,034 (whistle blowing) 848 00:46:27,034 --> 00:46:29,662 ♪ 849 00:46:29,662 --> 00:46:31,831 And Gregoriana wins 850 00:46:31,831 --> 00:46:35,001 5-3 after penalty. 851 00:46:35,001 --> 00:46:40,881 ♪ 852 00:46:40,881 --> 00:46:43,759 Oh, wonderful! 853 00:46:43,759 --> 00:46:45,761 The semi-finals is over. 854 00:46:45,761 --> 00:46:47,847 Ciao-ciao, bye-bye, 855 00:46:47,847 --> 00:46:49,140 see you in the final. 856 00:47:01,027 --> 00:47:02,903 ♪ 857 00:47:02,903 --> 00:47:06,741 My word, special magic word, 858 00:47:06,741 --> 00:47:09,076 it's eternity. 859 00:47:09,076 --> 00:47:12,288 ♪ 860 00:47:12,288 --> 00:47:14,248 What's this world offering me 861 00:47:14,248 --> 00:47:17,835 that cannot be offered in eternity? 862 00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:20,713 So all my problems, all my limitations, 863 00:47:20,713 --> 00:47:24,341 the temptations, my failures, my doubts, 864 00:47:24,341 --> 00:47:27,136 my fears, they all come to nothing 865 00:47:27,136 --> 00:47:29,138 when you think about eternity. 866 00:47:29,138 --> 00:47:31,640 And so, that keeps you very calm knowing that 867 00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:34,060 you're not by yourself, you're not alone. 868 00:47:34,060 --> 00:47:37,521 You are with the big guy, who is our Lord, Jesus Christ. 869 00:47:37,521 --> 00:47:40,066 ♪ 870 00:47:40,066 --> 00:47:41,901 The Legionaries of Christ have been rocked 871 00:47:41,901 --> 00:47:43,694 by another scandal, 872 00:47:43,694 --> 00:47:46,197 as the rector of their Rome seminary has stepped down 873 00:47:46,197 --> 00:47:48,991 after admitting he fathered two children. 874 00:47:48,991 --> 00:47:50,785 The order issued a statement Friday 875 00:47:50,785 --> 00:47:53,913 that Father Oscar Turrion would leave the priesthood. 876 00:47:53,913 --> 00:47:56,582 Turrion himself asked for forgiveness, 877 00:47:56,582 --> 00:47:58,042 "for my bad example 878 00:47:58,042 --> 00:48:00,377 and the negative witness I have given." 879 00:48:00,377 --> 00:48:02,338 This comes ten years after revelations 880 00:48:02,338 --> 00:48:05,508 that the order's founder, Father Marcial Maciel, 881 00:48:05,508 --> 00:48:08,219 had fathered several children with different women. 882 00:48:08,219 --> 00:48:18,145 ♪ 883 00:48:34,870 --> 00:48:36,747 Well, finally, I did the decision, 884 00:48:36,747 --> 00:48:39,041 and I think I did the right thing. 885 00:48:39,041 --> 00:48:43,254 In less than 15 days, I was out of everything I was doing. 886 00:48:43,254 --> 00:48:45,214 That was very unfair, you know, 887 00:48:45,214 --> 00:48:48,259 because I don't care people saying about me. 888 00:48:48,259 --> 00:48:51,178 I don't feel I betrayed anyone. 889 00:48:51,178 --> 00:48:53,639 I haven't betrayed God, nor man, 890 00:48:53,639 --> 00:48:55,850 less I betray myself. 891 00:48:55,850 --> 00:48:58,644 ♪ 892 00:48:58,644 --> 00:49:01,605 It was like a tombstone that I had in my heart. 893 00:49:01,605 --> 00:49:03,357 ♪ 894 00:49:03,357 --> 00:49:07,444 I was seeing things that were darkening the horizon, 895 00:49:07,444 --> 00:49:11,866 creating a lot of noise within my heart. 896 00:49:11,866 --> 00:49:14,326 Maybe circumstances have changed, 897 00:49:14,326 --> 00:49:18,289 but the aim of my life cannot change. 898 00:49:18,289 --> 00:49:19,999 I used to go and have lunch, 899 00:49:19,999 --> 00:49:22,668 and I would go into the kitchen to thank the cooks, 900 00:49:22,668 --> 00:49:24,420 and that's it. 901 00:49:24,420 --> 00:49:27,423 But now, it's me they want 902 00:49:27,423 --> 00:49:29,258 who have to take care of all those things. 903 00:49:29,258 --> 00:49:32,178 A 50-year-old with no work. 904 00:49:32,178 --> 00:49:33,888 I didn't have a bank account. 905 00:49:33,888 --> 00:49:37,266 I never knew what to have a bank account was like. 906 00:49:37,266 --> 00:49:39,518 You know, starting a new life. 907 00:49:39,518 --> 00:49:41,896 ♪ 908 00:49:41,896 --> 00:49:44,815 My main objective, and my main purpose in life 909 00:49:44,815 --> 00:49:46,525 is to get to Heaven. 910 00:49:46,525 --> 00:49:55,618 ♪ 911 00:49:55,618 --> 00:49:58,579 Once I got to know that I had children, 912 00:49:58,579 --> 00:50:00,080 I knew what I had to do. 913 00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:02,249 I knew that I wasn't going to hide away. 914 00:50:02,249 --> 00:50:05,753 I knew that I wasn't going to lie about it. 915 00:50:05,753 --> 00:50:08,130 I knew that it wasn't right, you know. 916 00:50:08,130 --> 00:50:13,093 But God is always there to confess my sins, 917 00:50:13,093 --> 00:50:16,388 and I'm so, so happy with God 918 00:50:16,388 --> 00:50:19,808 because He's always trustworthy, and He's always faithful. 919 00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:22,353 I pray a lot, and I pray 920 00:50:22,353 --> 00:50:24,230 with more peace and tranquility 921 00:50:24,230 --> 00:50:27,399 than I had prayed before. 922 00:50:27,399 --> 00:50:29,985 Before, I prayed because I had to. 923 00:50:29,985 --> 00:50:32,279 Now, I pray because I need to, 924 00:50:32,279 --> 00:50:34,657 and I pray because I want to. 925 00:50:34,657 --> 00:50:42,623 ♪ 926 00:50:47,211 --> 00:50:49,630 (birds chirping) 927 00:50:53,175 --> 00:50:55,177 The church has some problems, of course, 928 00:50:55,177 --> 00:50:57,763 some really, really serious problems. 929 00:50:57,763 --> 00:51:06,689 ♪ 930 00:51:06,689 --> 00:51:09,984 Religion has a strong power over people, you know. 931 00:51:09,984 --> 00:51:12,945 People give their lives for this. 932 00:51:12,945 --> 00:51:15,447 (cheering) 933 00:51:15,447 --> 00:51:19,827 ♪ 934 00:51:19,827 --> 00:51:21,328 So, it's very delicate, you know, 935 00:51:21,328 --> 00:51:24,123 to have kind of a power 936 00:51:24,123 --> 00:51:26,458 over people's lives. 937 00:51:26,458 --> 00:51:30,296 Power, it's a powerful thing. 938 00:51:30,296 --> 00:51:31,964 Yeah, it's kinda hard to hear the news 939 00:51:31,964 --> 00:51:34,842 and hear that there are 940 00:51:34,842 --> 00:51:36,468 pedophile priests. 941 00:51:36,468 --> 00:51:38,387 That's not being powerful, you know. 942 00:51:38,387 --> 00:51:40,723 We're here to serve, that's it. 943 00:51:40,723 --> 00:51:42,975 ♪ 944 00:51:42,975 --> 00:51:45,686 The bad priests can destroy lives. 945 00:51:45,686 --> 00:51:50,232 A good priest can give life to people, you know. 946 00:51:50,232 --> 00:51:53,027 More than 1,000 children sexually abused by hundreds 947 00:51:53,027 --> 00:51:54,737 of Catholic priests over the span of decades. 948 00:51:54,737 --> 00:51:56,989 Committed by grown men, 949 00:51:56,989 --> 00:52:00,075 priests, against children. 950 00:52:00,075 --> 00:52:01,493 We were taught, I mean, 951 00:52:01,493 --> 00:52:05,080 the priests and the nuns are God. 952 00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:06,415 These are faith leaders. 953 00:52:06,415 --> 00:52:08,917 You go to a church for guidance, 954 00:52:08,917 --> 00:52:10,336 solace, and leadership. 955 00:52:10,336 --> 00:52:12,629 We are dealing with an international 956 00:52:12,629 --> 00:52:14,089 criminal enterprise, 957 00:52:14,089 --> 00:52:15,632 and it's continuing. 958 00:52:15,632 --> 00:52:18,177 -Systematic cover-ups. -They covered it up. 959 00:52:18,177 --> 00:52:20,137 They covered it up year after year. 960 00:52:20,137 --> 00:52:21,597 The cover up's the same. 961 00:52:21,597 --> 00:52:24,183 And the Vatican knew about it. 962 00:52:24,183 --> 00:52:25,893 When you embezzle from the church 963 00:52:25,893 --> 00:52:28,020 as a priest, you go to jail. 964 00:52:28,020 --> 00:52:30,230 When you rape a child as a priest, 965 00:52:30,230 --> 00:52:32,941 you get transferred to a whole new flock of kids. 966 00:52:32,941 --> 00:52:34,943 Why does a church 967 00:52:34,943 --> 00:52:36,862 allow it happen? 968 00:52:36,862 --> 00:52:40,032 Because they didn't care. 969 00:52:40,032 --> 00:52:42,993 ♪ 970 00:52:42,993 --> 00:52:46,830 You know, I can't speak to all the many reasons why people 971 00:52:46,830 --> 00:52:51,293 might have a grudge against the church in some ways, 972 00:52:51,293 --> 00:52:53,128 like why there's any 973 00:52:53,128 --> 00:52:54,755 pain or suffering they may have experienced 974 00:52:54,755 --> 00:52:56,507 'cause those are real, those are true, 975 00:52:56,507 --> 00:52:59,635 and I think part of it mi-- some of it--for a lot of people, 976 00:52:59,635 --> 00:53:03,764 it might come from an anger with God. 977 00:53:03,764 --> 00:53:05,182 Something in their relationship with God 978 00:53:05,182 --> 00:53:09,061 that might prevent them 979 00:53:09,061 --> 00:53:12,147 from seeing the church for what it is, 980 00:53:12,147 --> 00:53:14,608 I think, in its beauty and its goodness. 981 00:53:14,608 --> 00:53:17,069 But there's definitely people who are angry with the church 982 00:53:17,069 --> 00:53:19,738 because of things that have happened. 983 00:53:19,738 --> 00:53:23,158 I can't speak to the pain that people had there, 984 00:53:23,158 --> 00:53:24,868 or try to rationalize 985 00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:29,248 or justify the things that were done. 986 00:53:29,248 --> 00:53:31,667 It's not that the church has to change. 987 00:53:31,667 --> 00:53:35,129 It's us, us that we have to 988 00:53:35,129 --> 00:53:39,466 convert ourselves and be better. 989 00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:45,013 ♪ 990 00:53:47,599 --> 00:53:55,607 ♪ 991 00:53:55,607 --> 00:53:58,110 (singing in foreign language) 992 00:53:58,110 --> 00:54:08,036 ♪ 993 00:54:39,776 --> 00:54:41,236 It's certainly understandable 994 00:54:41,236 --> 00:54:44,573 when you might encounter people with a certain 995 00:54:44,573 --> 00:54:47,201 negative expectation for things in the church, 996 00:54:47,201 --> 00:54:50,746 given the kind of press that people hear so often. 997 00:54:50,746 --> 00:54:53,457 So, I certainly don't blame them for that. 998 00:54:53,457 --> 00:54:55,250 Some people certainly understand 999 00:54:55,250 --> 00:54:57,586 what the bigger picture is of what we're getting into. 1000 00:54:57,586 --> 00:55:01,632 ♪ 1001 00:55:01,632 --> 00:55:03,217 It's a lot like a canvas, 1002 00:55:03,217 --> 00:55:04,718 where there's all these different colors, 1003 00:55:04,718 --> 00:55:07,304 and items, and images, and symbols 1004 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:10,766 that are being put up on this canvas. 1005 00:55:10,766 --> 00:55:13,310 It's not an easy canvas to explain. 1006 00:55:13,310 --> 00:55:15,521 ♪ 1007 00:55:15,521 --> 00:55:17,981 When everything in the canvas is sort of working together, 1008 00:55:17,981 --> 00:55:19,358 you have a real experience 1009 00:55:19,358 --> 00:55:22,528 of what it means to be a Catholic. 1010 00:55:22,528 --> 00:55:24,154 It's a great challenge to me 1011 00:55:24,154 --> 00:55:28,408 to write that script anew, in a certain sense, 1012 00:55:28,408 --> 00:55:29,993 surprise people. 1013 00:55:29,993 --> 00:55:32,037 Yeah, there's a, there's a great radicality 1014 00:55:32,037 --> 00:55:34,373 that goes along with 1015 00:55:34,373 --> 00:55:38,043 truly living as a good priest. 1016 00:55:38,043 --> 00:55:40,462 This is what our Christian life should be about. 1017 00:55:40,462 --> 00:55:42,881 It's the integral development of the human person. 1018 00:55:42,881 --> 00:55:44,633 We want people to flourish, 1019 00:55:44,633 --> 00:55:48,053 and having a heart that's open to the world, 1020 00:55:48,053 --> 00:55:50,806 open to the hurting part of the world as well. 1021 00:55:50,806 --> 00:55:56,478 ♪ 1022 00:55:56,478 --> 00:55:58,313 Yeah, fundamentally, it's about encountering 1023 00:55:58,313 --> 00:55:59,606 that face in the canvas, 1024 00:55:59,606 --> 00:56:02,693 that face that comes out at you alive. 1025 00:56:02,693 --> 00:56:04,528 And as you're growing up, 1026 00:56:04,528 --> 00:56:07,030 this canvas is sort of taking shape, in a certain sense. 1027 00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:08,574 You go through your life, 1028 00:56:08,574 --> 00:56:10,492 that canvas gets a little more complicated. 1029 00:56:10,492 --> 00:56:14,288 And what appears on this canvas is a profile, 1030 00:56:14,288 --> 00:56:16,999 and Christ is at the center of it. 1031 00:56:16,999 --> 00:56:20,377 It's the face in the middle of the canvas that keeps me going. 1032 00:56:20,377 --> 00:56:22,379 And what does that call say to me every day? 1033 00:56:22,379 --> 00:56:23,547 "Grayson, I love you, 1034 00:56:23,547 --> 00:56:25,591 I support you, 1035 00:56:25,591 --> 00:56:27,009 I'm behind you, 1036 00:56:27,009 --> 00:56:28,552 I've called you, 1037 00:56:28,552 --> 00:56:30,137 I'm preparing you, 1038 00:56:30,137 --> 00:56:34,725 and people are hurting and they want, 1039 00:56:34,725 --> 00:56:37,185 they want you to bring Me to them." 1040 00:56:37,185 --> 00:56:39,354 ♪ 1041 00:56:39,354 --> 00:56:41,189 That's at the heart of it, really. 1042 00:56:47,904 --> 00:56:50,866 (laughing) 1043 00:56:50,866 --> 00:56:52,367 (indistinct speaking) 1044 00:56:52,367 --> 00:56:55,579 I never thought I would play soccer, 1045 00:56:55,579 --> 00:56:57,623 real soccer, on the big field. 1046 00:56:57,623 --> 00:57:00,292 Never thought about it. 1047 00:57:00,292 --> 00:57:02,336 When I would be an old priest, 1048 00:57:02,336 --> 00:57:05,172 "You know that I played 1049 00:57:05,172 --> 00:57:08,342 this tournament in Rome. 1050 00:57:08,342 --> 00:57:11,136 We're all priests playing." 1051 00:57:11,136 --> 00:57:12,679 That's a story to tell, 1052 00:57:12,679 --> 00:57:15,641 not my grandsons 'cause I won't have them, 1053 00:57:15,641 --> 00:57:20,270 but my, I don't know, the small, young Jesuits. 1054 00:57:20,270 --> 00:57:22,064 And they will say, "Oh, Father Duarte, 1055 00:57:22,064 --> 00:57:24,107 he played soccer." 1056 00:57:26,860 --> 00:57:36,787 ♪ 1057 00:58:23,417 --> 00:58:26,920 ♪ You wake up in a dead town ♪ 1058 00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:30,590 ♪ 1059 00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:35,303 ♪ You're sleepin' with the windows locked ♪ 1060 00:58:35,303 --> 00:58:37,723 ♪ 1061 00:58:37,723 --> 00:58:41,184 ♪ Misguided by your own trail ♪ 1062 00:58:41,184 --> 00:58:44,604 ♪ 1063 00:58:44,604 --> 00:58:46,565 ♪ You're lost ♪ 1064 00:58:46,565 --> 00:58:51,903 ♪ 1065 00:58:51,903 --> 00:58:55,782 ♪ You're focused on the features ♪ 1066 00:58:55,782 --> 00:58:59,077 ♪ 1067 00:58:59,077 --> 00:59:06,126 ♪ You followed every movement, stroke ♪ 1068 00:59:06,126 --> 00:59:09,546 ♪ You started around the center ♪ 1069 00:59:09,546 --> 00:59:13,008 ♪ 1070 00:59:13,008 --> 00:59:15,385 ♪ You choke ♪ 1071 00:59:15,385 --> 00:59:20,056 ♪ 1072 00:59:20,056 --> 00:59:27,147 ♪ And it goes on easily ♪ 1073 00:59:27,147 --> 00:59:34,196 ♪ And it falters repeatedly ♪ 1074 00:59:34,196 --> 00:59:41,411 ♪ But it don't bother me, you see ♪ 1075 00:59:41,411 --> 00:59:50,545 ♪ No, it don't bother me at all ♪ 1076 00:59:50,545 --> 01:00:00,472 ♪ 1077 01:00:45,433 --> 01:00:52,566 ♪ And it goes on easily ♪ 1078 01:00:52,566 --> 01:00:59,698 ♪ And it falters repeatedly ♪ 1079 01:00:59,698 --> 01:01:06,913 ♪ But it don't bother me, you see ♪ 1080 01:01:06,913 --> 01:01:15,922 ♪ No, it don't bother me at all ♪ 1081 01:01:15,922 --> 01:01:21,177 ♪ 1082 01:01:21,177 --> 01:01:23,597 (scooter idling) 1083 01:01:32,606 --> 01:01:35,066 Clericus Cup is over! 1084 01:01:35,066 --> 01:01:36,943 Ciao-ciao! 1085 01:01:40,363 --> 01:01:45,201 ♪ 1086 01:01:45,201 --> 01:01:48,371 Some people say, "Oh, everything's going to change." 1087 01:01:48,371 --> 01:01:50,206 I guess my relation, 1088 01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:52,584 relationship with people will change because 1089 01:01:52,584 --> 01:01:54,377 they will see me as a priest. 1090 01:01:54,377 --> 01:01:58,381 Besides that, life doesn't change that much, you know. 1091 01:01:58,381 --> 01:02:00,050 Yeah. 1092 01:02:00,050 --> 01:02:09,142 ♪ 1093 01:02:09,142 --> 01:02:10,477 This is a parish 1094 01:02:10,477 --> 01:02:13,146 in which I feel at home, really at home. 1095 01:02:13,146 --> 01:02:16,024 I can be myself, I don't have to, 1096 01:02:16,024 --> 01:02:17,442 I don't have a role there. 1097 01:02:17,442 --> 01:02:20,487 I'm just me, and that's it. 1098 01:02:20,487 --> 01:02:24,741 I'm still processing a lot of things that I've been 1099 01:02:24,741 --> 01:02:26,868 going through. 1100 01:02:26,868 --> 01:02:29,663 On one end, it seems nothing changed, I'm still the same. 1101 01:02:29,663 --> 01:02:31,288 On the other hand, when you become a priest, 1102 01:02:31,288 --> 01:02:33,083 you have a kind of relationship 1103 01:02:33,083 --> 01:02:35,043 that people don't have with nobody else in this world, 1104 01:02:35,043 --> 01:02:38,505 and that's kind of a beautiful thing. 1105 01:02:38,505 --> 01:02:40,298 ♪ 1106 01:02:40,298 --> 01:02:43,134 It's okay, for me, just if people call me Duarte, 1107 01:02:43,134 --> 01:02:44,260 I prefer it. 1108 01:02:44,260 --> 01:02:45,845 Yeah, then we get a bit older, 1109 01:02:45,845 --> 01:02:47,973 and then people start to call me, certainly, 1110 01:02:47,973 --> 01:02:50,767 Father Duarte. 1111 01:02:50,767 --> 01:02:53,603 Yeah, to be 1112 01:02:53,603 --> 01:02:55,021 a channel for-- 1113 01:02:55,021 --> 01:02:57,524 (speaking foreign language) 1114 01:02:57,524 --> 01:03:07,450 ♪ 1115 01:03:17,794 --> 01:03:23,341 ♪ Facilitate this fall of August ♪ 1116 01:03:23,341 --> 01:03:27,095 So, I've been able to do a number of masses, 1117 01:03:27,095 --> 01:03:29,264 at least one every day since I've been ordained, 1118 01:03:29,264 --> 01:03:32,434 which is now seven, eight weeks ago. 1119 01:03:32,434 --> 01:03:34,853 ♪ 1120 01:03:34,853 --> 01:03:37,939 There definitely is a lot of reward in being a priest. 1121 01:03:37,939 --> 01:03:40,859 There's certain sacrifices you make, 1122 01:03:40,859 --> 01:03:42,527 but I can't really keep track of whether 1123 01:03:42,527 --> 01:03:44,070 I'm giving more or receiving more 1124 01:03:44,070 --> 01:03:46,948 just 'cause it is very enriching, very fulfilling. 1125 01:03:46,948 --> 01:03:48,491 Yeah, they really know and care about you. 1126 01:03:48,491 --> 01:03:50,618 Sometimes it can be a little overwhelming. 1127 01:03:50,618 --> 01:03:54,956 It's like some love, you're just like, "All right. 1128 01:03:54,956 --> 01:03:56,958 I need a little space." 1129 01:03:56,958 --> 01:03:59,586 People pay attention to everything you do as a priest. 1130 01:03:59,586 --> 01:04:02,088 What you eat, what you drink, what you wear, 1131 01:04:02,088 --> 01:04:05,050 how you drive. 1132 01:04:05,050 --> 01:04:09,429 ♪ As the wren churr through the pine ♪ 1133 01:04:32,452 --> 01:04:34,079 ♪ 1134 01:04:41,002 --> 01:04:46,091 ♪ 1135 01:04:46,091 --> 01:04:47,300 Ciao, okay. 1136 01:04:47,300 --> 01:04:48,593 Ciao. 1137 01:04:48,593 --> 01:04:51,429 (laughing) 1138 01:04:51,429 --> 01:04:52,971 Come here. 1139 01:04:52,971 --> 01:04:58,186 ♪ 1140 01:04:58,186 --> 01:04:59,771 This is Juanma. 1141 01:04:59,771 --> 01:05:01,815 Are you shy? 1142 01:05:01,815 --> 01:05:04,150 -Hola. -Hola. 1143 01:05:04,150 --> 01:05:06,236 (speaking Spanish) 1144 01:05:06,236 --> 01:05:07,821 ♪ 1145 01:05:07,821 --> 01:05:09,404 (laughing) 1146 01:05:09,404 --> 01:05:13,952 ♪ 1147 01:05:13,952 --> 01:05:17,705 Here we are at Ste. Anne Church of Detroit. 1148 01:05:17,705 --> 01:05:19,415 ♪ 1149 01:05:19,415 --> 01:05:20,875 I started July 1st. 1150 01:05:20,875 --> 01:05:22,877 I'm gonna be here 'till mid-September. 1151 01:05:22,877 --> 01:05:25,380 A good chunk of the people here are Latino, 1152 01:05:25,380 --> 01:05:27,298 so I've been doing some masses in Spanish, 1153 01:05:27,298 --> 01:05:29,592 little bit of Italian has been coming out of me now and then. 1154 01:05:29,592 --> 01:05:33,763 A bit of a learning curve when you get started. 1155 01:05:33,763 --> 01:05:35,765 I very much feel the same, 1156 01:05:35,765 --> 01:05:38,726 but people look at me differently. 1157 01:05:38,726 --> 01:05:40,645 That's been powerful. 1158 01:05:40,645 --> 01:05:42,730 ♪ 1159 01:05:42,730 --> 01:05:45,775 Even though I don't know where I will end up, 1160 01:05:45,775 --> 01:05:48,903 I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what I'll do, 1161 01:05:48,903 --> 01:05:53,283 I know that's for life. 1162 01:05:53,283 --> 01:05:55,869 We don't have to be superhumans to be priests. 1163 01:05:55,869 --> 01:05:57,537 We have to be human. 1164 01:05:57,537 --> 01:05:59,330 ♪ 1165 01:05:59,330 --> 01:06:01,124 The beauty of the Christian message is that 1166 01:06:01,124 --> 01:06:04,627 death isn't the final word, but that love and life is. 1167 01:06:04,627 --> 01:06:07,172 ♪ 1168 01:06:07,172 --> 01:06:08,965 These last two months have been 1169 01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:12,844 a big time for learning and rolling with punches, 1170 01:06:12,844 --> 01:06:15,096 but it's also been the most rewarding. 1171 01:06:15,096 --> 01:06:18,057 I mean, this is the rest of my life. 1172 01:06:18,057 --> 01:06:20,602 I'm sure I can do it and get through it, 1173 01:06:20,602 --> 01:06:24,814 and there's gonna be a lot of adventure to it too, so. 1174 01:06:24,814 --> 01:06:29,819 ♪ 1175 01:06:29,819 --> 01:06:33,448 I believe in one holy Catholic and apostolic church, 1176 01:06:33,448 --> 01:06:36,701 I confess one baptism for the forgiveness of sins, 1177 01:06:36,701 --> 01:06:39,370 and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead 1178 01:06:39,370 --> 01:06:41,456 and the life of the world to come, 1179 01:06:41,456 --> 01:06:42,957 amen. 1180 01:06:42,957 --> 01:06:45,126 ♪ 1181 01:06:45,126 --> 01:06:49,756 ♪ Formulate and fortify ♪ 1182 01:06:49,756 --> 01:06:54,469 ♪ The spring becomes our alibi ♪ 1183 01:06:54,469 --> 01:06:59,224 ♪ The eider's plume will disavow ♪ 1184 01:06:59,224 --> 01:07:03,478 ♪ All the time we've wasted now ♪ 1185 01:07:03,478 --> 01:07:08,524 ♪ And I know you've got your subtle ways ♪ 1186 01:07:08,524 --> 01:07:12,862 ♪ The hooded crow is here to stay ♪ 1187 01:07:12,862 --> 01:07:17,116 ♪ But this idle June will disavow ♪ 1188 01:07:17,116 --> 01:07:27,043 ♪ 1189 01:07:44,394 --> 01:07:46,896 (singing in foreign language) 1190 01:07:46,896 --> 1193:02:47,296 ♪